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Now
it is true Rod and James did talk me into going back to the
school I was prepared to go to their reunion as a consequence of
those talks. It had been twenty years everyone were kids in those
days so I thought it made sense things had changed since they were
adults now so were interested in going to their reunion for that
reason. My father knew them because he had worked with some of them in
the past and later corrected me on it by telling me no one wanted
me there if I did go I wouldn't enjoy myself because no one wanted
me there. Michael (my brother) argued that James was a horrible
liar he knows this from his time with James growing up at CRC and
he was lying to me here and he was adamant on it, James was lying to me
they didn't feel that way at all! So I decided to let it go and not
deal with it if I got an invitation I would deal with it then but I
never received an invitation so never dealt with it again. At the
very least I wanted to fix this mistake I was Rodney Ballinger in
that school so I went back there solely for the purpose of resolving
that problem with that school. I didn't discuss any other part of it
with them but this belief I was Rodney Ballinger but I couldn't get
anywhere with any of them they just wouldn't talk to me about anything!
They kept saying to me they have nothing to say to me which is
exactly what Corey Dugent used to say to me all those years ago. It's
my understanding it was Corey Dugent who stole everything from me
at the school and the school let him do it even helped him do it
to a point. One thing was the book of watch designs which I wanted
Corey Dugent to return he just didn't want tell me what happened
to it no one wanted to tell me anything saying "I've got nothing
to say to you". It is possible the I Come In Peace (Dark Angel) may
have been stolen from me here too but I couldn't get to the bottom of
it because they didn't want to talk to me about it. I decided to go in
a different direction use a fictional name El Persono and go to the
school again in disguise. I really wanted to fix this mistake I was
Rodney Ballinger because he has a reputation as a horrible liar
and it was hurting my reputation! It was at that point I realised
my Father and Brother were right that is exactly what the
school told me in the most ugliest way possible not realising I
was El Persono. They were having a reunion I wasn't invited to
it that was the end of that nothing had changed as far as they
were concerned and nothing ever would but it was El Persono they told
that too not me they wouldn't even talk to me claiming they had nothing
to say to him. From the perspective of El Persono they gave me the
impression that night it was done to Rod and it was done to Rod
deliberately he had lied to them about everything they had no
sympathy for him, no sympathy for either of them. I don't understand
why people would say what was done to Rod was unintentional from
my perspective that night it wasn't unintentional he had bought that on
himself and deserved it they weren't sorry, they weren't sorry to
either of them! Now someone may counter me here and say they were
confused over which was which you going there as El Persono wouldn't
have helped but they gave me the impression that night there was no
confusion they felt exactly the same way about both of them
and they both deserved the same fate! I know something horrible
happened that night I can't tell you what that was I don't know!
You just knew talking to them something horrible was going to happen
eventually they had such an offensive attitude to both of them. I met
them online they didn't like where El Persono was
going because I was defending myself they just didn't want to
deal with the fact they may have made a mistake with both of them and
it was the same mistake. They abandoned me online and left me
alone they just didn't want to deal with where El Persono was going on
it so I don't know what happened afterwards because they abandoned me
but people want to know what I know and I am telling them what I know
which isn't much unfortunately. |