Lamentation

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Lamentation
      
      You claim the school bullied
you well people have been forced to admit the school was bullying
everyone not just you. They were also unrepentant and saw nothing wrong
with what they were doing 
I know it is a horrible thing to say but its good to know I wasn't the only one.
There was talk at the time there was a fraudulent version of the school, a horrible lie. The
school's students found no sympathy from anyone they had bought that on
themselves!

            I sort of remember something like this happening!

              The school's students
claimed they would have to move away and start new life
elsewhere they could never talk about their school again because
of what they were
doing to them!

                I really have no idea what is going on here to be honest!
So they moved away
and no one saw them again and no one really cares now where they
went and what happened to them, good riddance to them! You and your brother were irrelevant!
I know you probably don't care but did they ever talk about those from Achilles Tactics?!!
Rick Crowley was
sometimes referred to as Shane Allsop that was confirmed to be true
it was just they didn't care who you were when it came to you!
But they were convinced I was Rodney Ballinger?!
Yes they were convinced you were Rod, they were quite pigheaded about it too!
It was Paul Costa that was Rodney Balligner not me
That was
the problem William, no one outside the school cared who you were and no one
inside the school really cared either!
It would've fucked them up me not leaving Corio?!
It wouldn't have mattered either way what you did to be brutally honest, you were the scapegoat!
So where is my connection to this Achilles Tactics company?! I didn't even know they existed?!
There isn't one, you are totally irrelevant, just a means to an end unfortunately!
So how did I get caught up in this situation in the first place?!
It's because no one cares any more I am afraid! If it was someone else the problem probably would've been resolved. 
It's
nothing personal with you it's just no one cares any more but when it
comes to the school it is different, it is very different! It is
personal!

          Talk of the two schools
leaving went down like a lead balloon, they were given an
ultimatum, if you leave without fixing the problem we will never care
about you again. They claimed the problem couldn't be solved, the world
was adamant, they meant what they said, you leave without fixing it and
they will never care about you again! They left without fixing it!
The world believed you were Rod because
the two schools wanted them to believe you were Rod they didn't really
care who you were but you weren't going to be Rod now because they
meant what they said, they would never care about them again. Since you
didn't leave with the two schools it was assumed you weren't part of
the two schools and you were ignored.
This didn't change the way the world
felt about you however, you were not part of the two schools so what
was being done to them which was deliberate wouldn't be done to you
deliberately. You may be able to fix your sorry situation to a point
but they weren't going to do a thing for those two schools again.
One thing leads to another and over a
period of around 6 months the two schools disappear off the face of the
earth because of the world's shunning they are practically incapble of
doing anything to anyone ever again. It's at this time Paul Costa or
what you call Rodney Ballinger turns up at Achilles Tactics.
No one knows where he is from and
no one knows why he is there but what they're told is that he is not
really there, he is not really one of them, he is there to assist
Rick. Rick makes it quite obvious he is not happy about Paul Costa
being there and doesn't really want to work with him.
During this time the Corio
community gets a big win, they find out who has been doing it to them,
who has been lying to them and it is two people who are connected to
the two schools. They cut them off and with it they cut off all that is
left of the two schools.
People who have been working at
Achilles Tactics for years have stopped being paid. They can't seem to
contact management and find out why they aren't getting paid. Some of
the staff stay on without getting paid but a lot of them resign and
leave because of it.
Let
me guess, Paul Costa is assisting Rick now he is going to have to
assist the others too now that most of them have left because they're
not being paid?! How long are you two going to work there without being
paid?! I know I would've been one of the first to go!
Things go from bad to worse
with a lot of customers having a problem with the way Paul Costa
teaches, he knows shit about what he is talking about! Customers want a
refund and new customers want to withdraw from classes with Paul
Costa.
The customers were not
refunded anything and their attempts to contact Achilles Tactics
management went ignored. Those who paid with credit cards could get
their money back by disputing the transaction but they hated having to
go that way.
Those who paid cash or
waited too long to dispute the transaction have no choice now but to go
to these classes with Paul Costa. By this time only two people are left
at Achilles Tactics Rick and Paul everyone else is gone!
It is said Rick
Crowley eventually reaches his breaking point and walks out of Achilles
Tactics during the middle of a session with Paul Costa leaving only
Paul Costa teaching at Achilles Tactics.  
Rick Crowley is
believed to be the Shane Allsop from the two schools and if what you
say is true Paul Costa was the real Rodney Ballinger and you were
nothing more than the scapegoat!
We
have no reached the end of those two schools. I too will never need to
care about them again. I am hoping this site will at least help me to a
point reverse what they've done to me.

The world had cut itself off from
everyone that went to the two schools so that no one had a relationship
with anyone that went to the two schools. People had forgotten that
Rick Crowley had gone to the two schools and he was the only one left
that people still had a relationship with at the time.
Therefore we have reached the last
chapter of the two schools and it's only because people didn't care who
you were and where you had come from that you end up here and it ends
for you here too. People would defend their position by saying that you
and your brother did go to those two schools so you weren't treated any
differently in that regard.
With you and your brother it wasn't
deliberate because you two were dead to the two schools but with that
said people felt the same way about both of you and couldn't even tell
their friends and family which one was Scott and which one was Michael
they just don't care any more but it's not deliberate with you two
but it is with them.
A lot of people would've preferred
your brother Michael to be in this boat where it ends in a place that
is totally irrelevant but unfortunately it's Scott not Michael. Michael
has been very lucky thoroughout his life while you on the other hand
have been very unlucky in yours
Well
that is true, you know what they say, luck eventually runs out and
it can't rain all the time. But I have to admit, my brother is
clearly more luckier than me! Truth be told, I sometimes wish some
of his good luck would rub off onto me.
Unfortunately for Rick Crowley
people have no choice now but to see him as Rodney Ballinger and he
becomes the problem that everyone has been trying to solve. Things have
been great since the two schools have been gone and no one really wants
to seem them ever again.
It is possible the Rodney
Ballinger you point to here is the real problem and Rick Crowley has
become the scapegoat this time because Rodney Ballinger can't use you
as a scapegoat because you chose to stay in Corio and not move with
everyone else.
Most people however see Rick
Crowley as Rodney Ballinger and all this guy is was someone that either
willingly helped him with his crimes and therefore was part of the
frauds or was some unwillingly participant Rick used in order to
do his crimes and was unaware of it.
And maybe that is what you
were to both of them?! It's not until now that you realise that you
were being used by both of them to assist them with their
crimes through no fault of your own you became an accessory
to their crimes?!
That is possible!  
I think you will find
it is a lot closer to the truth than you realise. You wanted to do the
right thing while surrounded by people who were deliberately doing the
wrong thing and deserved their fate!
It didn't happen this time because like everyone else I just don't care any more what happens to them now.
They had burned you
one too many times is what really went wrong there! Somewhere along the
line they had done something to you that was quite literally, the
strong that broke the camel's back!  

Looking back now the world is so
angry with themselves for allowing the two schools to do it to them.
They reflect on how much they hated you because of the school's lies
and how easy it was to do it to them. Some have gone as far to say
they wish they were never born because of the mistake they made here
with the two schools. 
You know,
you're probably right! I loved those two so much once upon a time that
I probably did incriminate myself in some of their crimes. They
bankrupted me deliberately to get me out of the way because either I
was too close or that I was getting in the way of it, I feel so much
like you do now!
What you seem to forget William is they
both got away with it. No one knows where Rick Crowley went after he
left Achilles Tactics, he was homeless like you. As for Paul Costa,
well, no one knew him and you can't care about people you don't know.
People care about you to a point because they know you.
You stayed put and didn't go
anywhere, it was a smart move in retrospect even if it wasn't at the
time. This move alone has allowed people to remove you from just about
every fraud because you weren't there to do it this wouldn't have been
possible if you kept moving around all the time like you were planning
on doing.
That means anyone that went to those two schools could be seen as accessories to their crimes?!
It's not our problem William nor is it yours now!
They may have gone to prison for their crimes like I did?!
Look at it this way, it's better them than you!
You feel like I do when it comes to them!
That is only going to
help you now William. For you, you are standing in front of that sign
that reads EXIT 1 KM (0.5 mile) on the highway of life. I bet it's hard
to imagine you would've ever made it here?!
That is very true!

                            What are you going to do now?!
I will worry about that when I get there because these are such a hit and miss when it comes to me.
You won't miss
this one, it is the only thing left on this road. Everyone exits this
highway at the same place because it's a dead end road.