Memoir's Memoir

It wasn't anything I had done it wasn't anything Rod had done either our relationship ended because of the two schools. How do you know that?! They told one thing to Rod and told another to me creating the rift between us. Rod thought I had done it to him I thought Rod had done it to me when it was the two schools. How did you find out?! We had a horrible argument over it that's how I found out. The two schools are the reason your relationship with Rod ended. Who knows where we would've been today if it wasn't for them. I don't think your relationship would've survived either way to be honest. I agree but it wouldn't have ended the way it did if the school stayed out of things none of their business. I would have to agree! Regardless of how it ended with you two it wouldn't have been half as bad as it is now with you two! This tragedy between you two is found in far too many people because of the school's lies. When it comes to Rod however no one knows where the problem really is, it could be Rod it could be the two schools! I thought the probem was Rod at first then the school said things to me that forced me to realise the problem may not have been Rod it was them! What sort of things?! They told me what they told Rod I hated them for it because it was wrong! I didn't feel that way! They say it's Rod's fault the school didn't try to reconcile with you because of things Rod had told them about you which are obviously not true but they didn't know that at the time! I am curious, how many people in the two schools did they not reconcile with?! You're the only one! That may have been Rod's fault! They insist it is Rod's fault! I don't know who to believe any more! That is exactly how everyone else feels about it too! For a lot of people they are just so over it and they don't really care what the truth is any more when it comes to you, when it comes to any of you! I understand they're upset but the two school's have been like this ever since I was a little boy and it's like they have never changed! They would insist that everything has changed for everyone except you! I was the one they hated more than anyone else and it would've been a lot harder for them to reconcile with me than with someone else like Chris Tataj for example! It's funny you say that because Chris Tataj is adamant no one reconciled with him from those two schools no one there told him anything! They lied about reconciling with him?! Yes they did! There is no reason not to believe they lied about my reconciliation too! Well that's the thing, Rod insists they were lying! They came to me thinking I am Rod and they told me those things thinking I was Rod! That's the problem everyone has with them, who is telling the truth and who is lying?! I am not! You're irrelevant you've always been irrelevant! People route around you and don't deal with you deliberately!

When you returned to Corio almost everyone that went to the two schools had gone within 12 months of your return they were all gone! What do you say to claims they left because of you?! Good! If they didn't leave I would've had too eventually! The problems in Corio stopped even though you were still there forcing people to realise you weren't the problem the problem was gone! For most of them this was no surprise they had already come to the realisation you weren't the problem years ago the problem was the two schools and now they were gone! While none of them really wanted to know you or have relationship with you none of them did know you or did have a relationship with you so nothing changed when you returned nothing needed to change so nothing did! Where there were changes was in America especially in the places where you left like Fort Brag! The Rabies virus wasn't eradicated it came back this didn't exonerate you but it did put Fort Brag in a position where they were forced to admit your concerns were real concerns and they should've taken them seriously! At the time of writing Fort Brag is still closed it is probably not going to reopen now the military was forced in the end to vaccinate everyone at Fort Brag for Rabies just as you had done when you were there! No one there wanted to admit you were right and they were wrong but no one needed to say anything because that is the way it looked as Fort Brag is forced to vaccinate the staff for Rabies. No one there wanted to do or say anything regarding your situation and since you weren't there they weren't required to do or say anything when it came to you so they didn't. I was asked by Australian customs had I been vaccinated for Rabies I told them I had been they asked me if I would prepared to do it again because there was no record of my vaccination so I agreed and was vaccinated again. Fort Brag has not contacted me to this day! Rod continued to do what Rod was doing before you left it's just this time you weren't there and no one had even noticed you weren't there but Rod did and had trashed them horribly over it. The problem was the world just didn't want to deal with the problem they had with you for years people were led to believe you were Rod and you were still there when you weren't! When your father died and you at his funeral there was enough people there that saw it for the shit to hit the fan and people were then forced to admit you weren't there and you weren't Rod and they had made a mistake but by this time it was too little too late the damage had been done no one really wanted to do anything about your situation even then so nothing was done about it! 

One thing led to another and people were forced to realise they hadn't been told you weren't Rod, they hadn't been told you had left America, they hadn't been told anything and they wanted to know why! The answers they got were that they weren't told because they didn't want to tell them they just didn't care any more when it came to you all they had left when it came to you was lies! If they wanted to know what was going on they would have to get it from someone else because they had decided not to tell them anything they just didn't want to any more! Relationships broke down sometimes relationships at least ten years old came to an end all because they just didn't want to keep them in the loop and let them know what was going on with you. That wasn't even half of it they couldn't understand why they got upset over it when they found out they weren't told saying it wasn't like you mattered to anyone. At the end of the day it wasn't going to make one ounce of difference either way so why bother?! They argued they were overreacting and taking it far too seriously when they got offended at their attitude to the problem! The problem from the other perspective was that they had made a statement that was wrong and deliberately refused to correct it and now they have to make a decision whether they want someone like that in their life. Information had come to light that would've changed the whole outcome of the situation and rather than share that information they made a decision to withhold it from them deliberately and friends aren't like that! They just didn't see it as important enough to fix and they weren't fixing it deliberately and now people were turning on them for not doing it because they didn't want people like that in their lives. What makes this problem even worse is that this was happening all over the world with all sorts of people in all sorts of situations and it is still happening even now as we speak it has become this one thing that just won't go away someone somewhere is mad as hell because they weren't told you weren't Rod and you left America even as we speak. Some found out from this website and when they confronted their friends and family over it they found out it was true and they weren't told deliberately. Unfortunately for you this development is not going to improve your situation it is going to make it a lot worse it's almost impossible to know what someone knows and doesn't know when it comes to you now!
After they left Corio no one cared where they went and what happened to them they turned up from time to time but people got rid of them they saw them as troublemakers there to cause trouble nothing else! No one cared whether how they felt about you changed or not no one would care about them again they were hated for what they had done they left one Hell of a mess everywhere they had gone and with everyone they had met people were just happy to see the end of them now. At first there were a lot of them they turned up in clusters as time progressed those numbers got smaller and smaller until it was just one here and there every so often even then no one really cared where they had gone and what happened to them. It has been ten years now they have stopped turning up completely even now people aren't even curious as to why they're not there any more they're so over them and what they had done even now as we write this! As for Rod it didn't stop it just kept going on and on and he kept giving the same boring reasons for why he was doing it but people got bored with Rod and his antics and stop caring! Now no one really cares why Rod does what Rod does and no one really notices when Rod does it now he has become so pathetically predictable! He only has himself to blame for that because when he does it now people don't see it any more it has been just over ten years ago now but there is still a lot of anger when it comes to Rod because there is no point to what he is doing so why does he keep doing it?! It makes no sense what he does any more and people are so pissed off he can't get it through his thick head he is helping no one not even himself with these antics he's just making people hate him even more when he does and is treated with so much contempt these days. Then there is you, you are a thing of the past now no one really cares about you either now. People don't feel the way they feel about the two schools and Rod when it comes to you but with that said no one is going worry if they offend you or upset you no one really cares how you feel any more and that is not your fault but that is the way they feel and they are not going to apologise for how they feel. If they were to say something that wasn't fair to you it's not going to keep them up at night worrying about it they aren't going to apologise for it because they wouldn't be sorry they said it but with that said they don't hate you and they don't like you either you're just a fart that smells for a bit and then goes away and they can live with that. Now you don't smell that bad at all in time they're not going to smell you at all and probably wouldn't have even noticed you were there some are already there!