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Appendix

Lamentation

• Contrary to what you may believe Rod did care about his friends it was just you he didn't care about.  
• But when I left the United States of America it fucked him up didn't it?!
• I don't understand what you mean by that! 
  
• Americans aren't like the Australians who are personal with their feelings. Americans have no problem telling you to your face in front of everyone how they feel it's the Australians who hide it.
• Why would they tell you how they feel?! No one cares in either country how you feel
• But when they think you're Rod they are going to tell you how they feel about Rod aren't they?!
• These people made a mistake when they called you Rod!
• He was hated so much just about everyone wanted me to know how much! Why should I care though, it is none of my business?!
• You got that right!
• But when you take Rod away what are you left with?!
• I don't understand what you mean?!
• If he is not Rod then who is he?!
• Look, I don't really care to be honest!
• Even if he did have a life before you made him Rod?!
• It was Rick Crowley who destroyed Rod's life not you!
• When it came to me it was all of you who thought I was Rod?!
• Look, it was that woman's fault not ours!
• Kylie Barling, right?!
• We don't know her name!
• Her name was Kylie Barling!
• It can't be her, she has been dead for 30 years!
• When did you find that out?!
• Your Site!
• The first version of my site was in 2016 which means you found out in 2016?!
• I don't want to talk about this now, there is nothing that can be done about it now.
• Let's get to the point, she is the scapegoat isn't she?!
• It's too late to do anything about it now!
• What was it with you and Rick Crowley?!
• There was nothing between me and Rick Crowley, it was my brother he hated.
• Why did he hate your brother for?!
• They went to school together!
• At Corio PS and Chanel College (Lovely Banks), right?!
• No. CRC (Catholic Regional College)
• Excuse me!
• Michael and Rick know each other from CRC (Catholic Regional College)
• So it was Michael he had the problem with not you?!
• That is correct!
• Did you go to that school too?!
• No! I went to the other two you mentioned!
• So where did you know Rod from?!
• University/College
• So you didn't go to school with him either?!
• No I didn't!
• Did you believe your friendship with Rod was genuine?!
• Yes!
• Was that because he gave you that impression?!
• Yes!
• How did you find out it wasn't genuine?!
• In an argument.
• Oh! The problem is either Rick or Rod but obviously not you.
• I don't even know how I got involved in this problem.
• A lazy, useless, good for nothing school who really should've minded their own business is the reason why you were involved in it!
  
• So Kylie Barling was murdered in the school and no one knows anything about it because it happened when no one was around. The school has been lying about it and covering it up all this time.
• I remember when the police came to see us about the murder. They had found human salvia in the wound it was like she had been bitten by someone. Me and my brother both agreed to give them salvia samples to exclude us as suspects.
• I take it there wasn't a match otherwise the police would've taken it further?!
• That is exactly what they said too. My parents weren't going to allow it at first but I talked them into it. 
• Why would they have any say in that?!
• We were under the legal age of 18 in those days! You are your parents responsibility until you turn 18.
• You knew it wasn't you or your brother who had done it?!
• Exactly! 
• Did they find out who's salvia it was?
• Don't know and don't care to be honest!
• But you two were in the clear either way now?!
• Yes!
• Clever!
• We had been burned by them one too many times!
• They never found out who it was that had done it to her
• Well that's too bad.
• You don't really care do you?!
• I can't any more! I am just curious was she raped?!
• She hadn't been penetrated if that is what you meant. Why would it be any of your business anyway?!
• Well, it had to start somewhere didn't it?!
• You don't believe it was someone that went to the two schools doing the rapes?!
• It's hard to explain but it's like I know this person I just don't know from where.
• That is your PTSD that!
• I guess you're right!
  
• We have some good news for you. We can fix the problem to a point but we can't fix it properly. You are unfortunately not going to get anyone back now but at the very least no one will hate you for it because you're not the problem it's them. What they want from you is a promise you will not get involved in this situation with the two schools ever again?!
• You've got that! I don't want to go down this road ever again it just goes nowhere for me unfortunately!
• So we need to make some confirmations before we proceed. You did not have a relationship with Rick Crowley at any time he had mistakened you for your brother Michael who he went to school with and claimed had bullied him there?!
• Yes!
• Your relationship with Rodney Ballinger ended at the University/College with a horrible argument where Rod had actually admitted to not being your friend and using you?!
• Yes!
• You were in the 42nd Airborne Ranger Regiment which magically became the 75th Ranger Regiment?!
• That is correct!
• What was the problem there do you know?!
• It was my understanding the 75th wasn't a Ranger Regiment at all it was a Green Beret.
• You aren't wrong there!
• They seem to have replaced the Rifleman (sniper to the marines) with SWAT (CQB to the marines) in the 75th
• You will always be a marine to them the 42nd were all Rangers & Marines
• The 75th put me in a horrible situation where I was torn between two forces unfortunately.
• That there explains everything because you clearly had strong feelings for both forces?!
• Yes I did.
• And now they would never be the same force again?!
• That is correct!
• We can't talk about the SEALS they were classified and top secret, you realise that?!
• Well, of course!
• The offical word is that you did not serve in the Australian SAS or the Australian Defence Force (ADF) at any time and it was just a horrible lie?!
• I can accept that! 
• It's too bad if you can't because that's the official word on it now.